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You were gone, for good it seems, but that’s just it… You just disappeared from my life. I thought about you today and I just wanted to see where you were. It was no place different then before. Down in the dumps and everyone else to blame for your troubles.
I guess that’s why I’m never truly sad about you or wonder if you’re even ok. You were always more strain on my heart strings, then you pulled them apart.
I made mistakes but out of how many times? Apparently that overshadowed all the good I did for you. What did you ever do for me really? You only brought more stress, and you need to be taken care of even though you always claimed you didn’t need it. Lies, all fucking lies.
That’s why I’ll never pursue you. I’ll never compromise. I’ve been happier since you left my life, and now the sun is out again. Surprising what happens when negativity leaves the room.